I left for philosophy of law on a happy note. I had recieved tons of Niki updates, I had a good song in my head, all in all no problems. But that fucking class always finds a way to remind me how misreable my life here really is.

It was obvious no one had done the reading, yet he kept asking the same question over again...still no one answering...finally he told us the page and paragraph we could find the answer on. Finally some kid wagered a guess because he was getting fed up with this. Why couldn't the professor save fifteen minutes of our fucking time and tell us the answer? Why was he so desperate to hear one of us speak it out loud? And he pretty much did the same thing with every other question he asked.

The thing that pissed me off more than that was that on Friday, we had to listen to this whole argument he had that the cartoon in the Alligator should be able to be censored by the school and how it could be deemed hate speech, yadda yadda yadda. Then today, at different points throughout the course of the class, he referred to African Americans as "blacks," "coloreds," and "negros." (I found it quite interesting that we had never heard these terms out of his mouth before when the two black people we have in the class were present) Whatever, as I said a few posts ago, I'm all for a person being able to say those things, but not when we have to listen to 50 minutes of your bullshit about how its wrong. Motherfucker.

How in the fuck did this come to be considered a good school? How? It makes me want to vomit and cry and kill myself. I hate it here so much. So much. I thought I was misreable back in high school, but this is so much worse. Maybe because you come in expecting so much and all you get is high school all over again, sans lockers.

I know what you're thinking. "Why don't you stop whining and transfer your sorry fat ass?" There are two answers to this simple question.

1)My housing contract is through spring; my mom refuses to lose all that money when she is convinced this "will pass."

2)It's my motherfucking diary and I can and will whine all I want, okay bitches?!

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