While driving home Friday, I took a good hard realistic look at my life, and I've never come so close to suicide. It was the real reason I didn't hang out with Niki and Dore Friday. After a weekend of perspective, I realized that we all do things that we see as awful. That are really low. That make our skin crawl. We all have these low points in our life, some having more than others. Life is just too short to dwell on them. So try and think about all the good things you've done, because I'm sure you've done more than you think. Try not to focus on that one negative mistake. You could've been a lot worse. You could be a fat lazy slob with no motivation for change. You could have a revelation that you have a frightening amount of stuff in common with the one person you hate more than anyone in the world. You could be a big hypocrite and dole out this advice to your friends but never really follow it yourself(although thats not really being a hypocrite, it's just knowing that you're worse than they are so none of it applys to you anyway). That's the only advice I can offer to the one person who has hopefully figured out that this is dedicated to them.

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