I'm still in such a state of shock from this latest revelation of Brian. It's been almost four hours since he told me, and my brain is still going "huh?"

I should have known he was too good to be true. I honestly didn't suspect a thing. Neither does anyone else. He hides it so well. So I'm extra extra honored he told me. I hope we become the best of friends now, and that I can be the Grace to his Will. I'm sure we've all heard the kiss off line "I love you, I'm just not in love with you." Well, I thought I was in love with Brian, but I wasn't sure if I'd still want to be friends if I ever told him how I felt about him and he rejected me. Basically, what I'm trying to say is the opposite: I was in love with him, but I didn't love him. Or at least I didn't think so. Yeah, well, it turns out that in the course of a few months, and one secret that took a lot of trust to tell me, I have, to my surprise,come to love this man. And I hope one day he'll feel the same.

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